Hey all!

I just decided to blog today. My school just re-opened today and i am DAMN satisfied with my timetable. Like seriously, last term i have to spent 3/4 of my life in school but this tern i only have to spent 2/4 with is equivalent to 1/2. HAHAH! What's up with the maths suddenly. HAHS! Since last term i got barred from two FREAKING papers, reason being is that i did not fulfill the 90% percent attendance! Like WTH rite? Okay enough of school life, let's talk bout my LOVE LIFE~!

Suddenly i feel like talking bout what i have been feeling all this while. Its about 'Z'. Hish! Everytime i want to talk about him, my heart skip a beat and i get excited but all my reactions are not worth it and not being appreciated by him! What for rite?? But the thing is that he had hurt me countless times and when i tried moving on, he came back then i can't afford to ignore him! That is my weakness! Hish! But i don't want this matter to prolong any longer cause I HAVE TO MOVE ON and get myself a new life rite? But i have some intentions to meet him first and say my last words before i leave him for good? Should i or should i not?? IDK. But i don't want to deny the fact that i still love him even more then myself. *sobsob* When i was still with 'Z' last time, i feel that he was the greatest gift that nobody had ever given to me.But i didn't expect that he have the heart to hurt me to the extent. Is this a challenge that god have given me to test my patience or is he just being plain dumb?? IDK.


Let's just let this picture be a SWEET memory that i can never forget!